i've came to a conclusion that i am dumb.

but these girls, they're the real deal.

(credits to Vaish for the pics)

all those stupid targets.. all those hopeless motivations..

what's the point?

I'M NOT EVEN LISTED AS A PELAJAR CEMERLANG.

it's okay. i won't say anything else anymore. i promised my bf and myself that i'll stop calling myself dumb.

(though deep inside i know that this will remain as a fact)

me : sorry to disappoint you and mum.

dad : it's okay. your results are not bad considering the limited effort you've put in for your exam.

me : WHAT LAH!! i was so serious during my exam!

dad : joking lah. we are proud of you. i'm happy with it. (&this is the part that made me cry even more)

me : but i'm not happy. this means that i'll get less money from you :(

dad : as we have discussed earlier, we will give you rmX if you get all A's, but since you failed to do so, you'll get rm10 for each A.

i was like... 

me : no wait, let us discuss properly ye when we get home. let's make it black &white.

dad : black and white? i thought we agreed that it was through verbal contract?

in conclusion, you're doomed if you're planning to get extra money from your dad if he is a businessman.

i'm sure many of you already know my results. (&i really don't know how that happened =.=)

go ahead and laugh. guess what, i just couldn't be bothered anymore.

yes, i couldn't be bothered liao!

(note : i'm lying)

8A2B.

yes, i'm dumb. B for biology, oh i expected that. the paper was tough. (or at least it was for me)

B+ for chemistry? i was really hoping for an A.

and A for add maths and physics?

i could only thank God for this.

i was kinda desperate last week (duh). i kept begging my mom to let me request for an appeal. do you know how dumb i felt when all my other classmates (some who even did worse than me for trials &other exams) got better results than me?

hello, i was a kiasu ever since the day i entered convent. &it isn't such a bad quality. at least i'll strive whenever my kiasu-ness takes over me. anyway, my mom literally called up my entire family (immediate or otherwise), in some such way broadcasted my results (zzz) &asked my aunts for their opinions as to whether i should apply for the appeal or not.

&do i have to tell you their final verdict?

obviously no, DUH!

great lah.. i'll forever remain as a loser. loser with a capital L if i may rephrase.

it sucks to watch my friends get better results than me okay! even those who consistently fail or get C/D could obtain better results than me... it sucks IT SUCKS!

full stop, i'm not gonna let myself get all emo-ish again now that i've finally regained some self-esteem.

it was just yesterday when...

my friends &i went to kepong after a few games of L4D2. all thanks to chee wah for being willing to fetch us.

camslutting to no end. really glad that i brought along that mirror lolol.

the initial plan was to go to a gym in kepong (all of us are getting fatter by the day) so all of us brought along an extra tee and shorts. due to some reasons though, we were not able to use the gym. so we decided to get something to eat instead. i know right, how ironic. from trying to shed off some inches to spiking up our weight. no wonder we dubbed ourselves the weirdos. totally relevant.

puiyee spotted old town from afar and immediately decided that we should dine there.

(the old town in TI kinda disgusts me though, they have flies and mosquitoes in there gees!)

inch was making calls to find a nice place for us to rent. staying in the hostel sucks if you really wanna know.

CH and ivan.

i guess that by now, everyone already knows that i consider mirrors magnetic. explanation needed?

 next : PY's hunt for a saloon. 

we were on our way back to damansara. 1u to be exact.

(something happened, and IVAN, YOU ARE SO MAN!!!)

BBQ chicken.

why? (yes, apparently we had a reason for dining there)

cos of these zillions of coupons that inch bought from a promoter! &it was totally worth it i tell ya! we paid so lil for food THIS much :

a banana split.

pictures taken by PY w her camera. duh, since when my crappy phone takes such clear pictures *roll eyes*

waiting.

okay back to....

look like a emo-kia.

loving my beef burger. i mean the fries. okay fine! i mean both.

while i was talking to terry, inch and ivan went to the loo. they went there for quite awhile too. &when they came back, they said they went to nike to look at the stuffs there. of course, i wasn't suspicious at all. i have no reasons to be suspicious, should i? and btw, all my friends are great actors. &that includes you, PY.

around 10 minutes later... the waiter walked to us with a CAKE in his hand, &my friends started singing the Happy Birthday song. man, i was totally bamboozled. i was like asking PY whose birthday was it but that was until i took a closer look at the cake...

(&that's the banana split i mentioned earlier at the back.)

i was so touched. speechless to be exact. i was like, dude, i only got 8 friggin A's and i get all these? inch's sister got 12 A's, and what, she deserves a car?

there was a balloon too.

i love my friends so god damn much. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH, YOU HEARD ME?

you guys were there to comfort me when i'm down.

cheer me up when i'm sad.

help me when i'm in trouble.

advice me when i gravely needed a guide.

accompany me through thick and thin.

&that stupid tarzan joke that never fail to make me laugh.

but there is someone else i have to thank. the mastermind behind everything.

the sweetest boyf ever, i love you CE.

thank you so much. sorry i couldn't be there w you when you were so stressed up. sigh. i wanna have telepathy or telekenesis power so i could teleport myself to him whenever i want to.

i feel so cherished.. i am so hang fuk!

look at me, so bloated and happy! lolol.

the silly thing is that it wasn't even my birthday!

:) thanks guys.

PY's masterpiece.

this is the aftermath of excessive L4D2.

love her 

you may have noticed that i've changed my clothes. that was only because i wanna have a looser shirt on so that i could finish up the food! told ya i'm a big, fat glutton!

some pictures taken w PY's camera which i did not manage to save, thus the thumbnail size.

happiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee =D thanks ce.

inch got me this super cute keychain. love it :)

this cute boy must have thought we were some "animals" so he decided to stop and take a look at us when his parents passed by the restaurant. he was looking at us with funny expressions on his face through the windowpane.

but he is cute so a picture w him is a must lol.

once again, thank you guys :)

ps. all the best for your exam, CE.

i've came to a conclusion that i am dumb.

but these girls, they're the real deal.

(credits to Vaish for the pics)

all those stupid targets.. all those hopeless motivations..

what's the point?

I'M NOT EVEN LISTED AS A PELAJAR CEMERLANG.

it's okay. i won't say anything else anymore. i promised my bf and myself that i'll stop calling myself dumb.

(though deep inside i know that this will remain as a fact)

me : sorry to disappoint you and mum.

dad : it's okay. your results are not bad considering the limited effort you've put in for your exam.

me : WHAT LAH!! i was so serious during my exam!

dad : joking lah. we are proud of you. i'm happy with it. (&this is the part that made me cry even more)

me : but i'm not happy. this means that i'll get less money from you :(

dad : as we have discussed earlier, we will give you rmX if you get all A's, but since you failed to do so, you'll get rm10 for each A.

i was like... 

me : no wait, let us discuss properly ye when we get home. let's make it black &white.

dad : black and white? i thought we agreed that it was through verbal contract?

in conclusion, you're doomed if you're planning to get extra money from your dad if he is a businessman.

i'm sure many of you already know my results. (&i really don't know how that happened =.=)

go ahead and laugh. guess what, i just couldn't be bothered anymore.

yes, i couldn't be bothered liao!

(note : i'm lying)

8A2B.

yes, i'm dumb. B for biology, oh i expected that. the paper was tough. (or at least it was for me)

B+ for chemistry? i was really hoping for an A.

and A for add maths and physics?

i could only thank God for this.

i was kinda desperate last week (duh). i kept begging my mom to let me request for an appeal. do you know how dumb i felt when all my other classmates (some who even did worse than me for trials &other exams) got better results than me?

hello, i was a kiasu ever since the day i entered convent. &it isn't such a bad quality. at least i'll strive whenever my kiasu-ness takes over me. anyway, my mom literally called up my entire family (immediate or otherwise), in some such way broadcasted my results (zzz) &asked my aunts for their opinions as to whether i should apply for the appeal or not.

&do i have to tell you their final verdict?

obviously no, DUH!

great lah.. i'll forever remain as a loser. loser with a capital L if i may rephrase.

it sucks to watch my friends get better results than me okay! even those who consistently fail or get C/D could obtain better results than me... it sucks IT SUCKS!

full stop, i'm not gonna let myself get all emo-ish again now that i've finally regained some self-esteem.

it was just yesterday when...

my friends &i went to kepong after a few games of L4D2. all thanks to chee wah for being willing to fetch us.

camslutting to no end. really glad that i brought along that mirror lolol.

the initial plan was to go to a gym in kepong (all of us are getting fatter by the day) so all of us brought along an extra tee and shorts. due to some reasons though, we were not able to use the gym. so we decided to get something to eat instead. i know right, how ironic. from trying to shed off some inches to spiking up our weight. no wonder we dubbed ourselves the weirdos. totally relevant.

puiyee spotted old town from afar and immediately decided that we should dine there.

(the old town in TI kinda disgusts me though, they have flies and mosquitoes in there gees!)

inch was making calls to find a nice place for us to rent. staying in the hostel sucks if you really wanna know.

CH and ivan.

i guess that by now, everyone already knows that i consider mirrors magnetic. explanation needed?

 next : PY's hunt for a saloon. 

we were on our way back to damansara. 1u to be exact.

(something happened, and IVAN, YOU ARE SO MAN!!!)

BBQ chicken.

why? (yes, apparently we had a reason for dining there)

cos of these zillions of coupons that inch bought from a promoter! &it was totally worth it i tell ya! we paid so lil for food THIS much :

a banana split.

pictures taken by PY w her camera. duh, since when my crappy phone takes such clear pictures *roll eyes*

waiting.

okay back to....

look like a emo-kia.

loving my beef burger. i mean the fries. okay fine! i mean both.

while i was talking to terry, inch and ivan went to the loo. they went there for quite awhile too. &when they came back, they said they went to nike to look at the stuffs there. of course, i wasn't suspicious at all. i have no reasons to be suspicious, should i? and btw, all my friends are great actors. &that includes you, PY.

around 10 minutes later... the waiter walked to us with a CAKE in his hand, &my friends started singing the Happy Birthday song. man, i was totally bamboozled. i was like asking PY whose birthday was it but that was until i took a closer look at the cake...

(&that's the banana split i mentioned earlier at the back.)

i was so touched. speechless to be exact. i was like, dude, i only got 8 friggin A's and i get all these? inch's sister got 12 A's, and what, she deserves a car?

there was a balloon too.

i love my friends so god damn much. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH, YOU HEARD ME?

you guys were there to comfort me when i'm down.

cheer me up when i'm sad.

help me when i'm in trouble.

advice me when i gravely needed a guide.

accompany me through thick and thin.

&that stupid tarzan joke that never fail to make me laugh.

but there is someone else i have to thank. the mastermind behind everything.

the sweetest boyf ever, i love you CE.

thank you so much. sorry i couldn't be there w you when you were so stressed up. sigh. i wanna have telepathy or telekenesis power so i could teleport myself to him whenever i want to.

i feel so cherished.. i am so hang fuk!

look at me, so bloated and happy! lolol.

the silly thing is that it wasn't even my birthday!

:) thanks guys.

PY's masterpiece.

this is the aftermath of excessive L4D2.

love her 

you may have noticed that i've changed my clothes. that was only because i wanna have a looser shirt on so that i could finish up the food! told ya i'm a big, fat glutton!

some pictures taken w PY's camera which i did not manage to save, thus the thumbnail size.

happiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee =D thanks ce.

inch got me this super cute keychain. love it :)

this cute boy must have thought we were some "animals" so he decided to stop and take a look at us when his parents passed by the restaurant. he was looking at us with funny expressions on his face through the windowpane.

but he is cute so a picture w him is a must lol.

once again, thank you guys :)

ps. all the best for your exam, CE.