Thursday, April 8, 2010
solo. 
take a look at my cbox.
remember there was once when i removed my cbox?
well, this was why :)
no, i can't forget a single thing that we had gone through.
valentine's day. your birthday. chinese new year.
nor can i forget each and every single word you told me.
you're a fucking bitch. can you get lost.
remember all those happy moments we had?
those jokes. those teases. the hugs and kisses.
the moments we truly care for one another?
the moments we told each other our pent-up feelings?
the moments we quarreled and reconciled?
the moments we cried together just thinking how dumb we were to argue over trivial matters?
the moments we learned to accept each other for who we are?
the moments we saw each other at our ugliest?
one's thing for sure.
i can never, ever forget what i saw for the past one week. especially yesterday night.
you're just not you anymore.
what's becoming of you? i don't know.
i'm not heartless. i have feelings too.
when i fell in love w you, i fell hard.
when i fell out of love, i am hurt.
all those promises you've made, you broke them.
when i wanted the best for you, you said i kept scolding you.
well, you called me a bitch. i'll act like one. you asked me to leave. i'm leaving for good.
but when you said you'll never come back, you kept coming back.
you've changed.
but the memories of us together will not fade away.
cos they were the best times i've had.
you showed me what love really is.
you can't just utter something and expect everything to be alright with just a "sorry".
perhaps it's time to grow up. it's not just always about you.
xoxo.
ps. i'm just waiting for you to change.
Eaten @ 3:31 AM |
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