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Friday, August 13, 2010
A long, long post. On school, &friends.

I really can't figure out if studying in my secondary school is a blessing, or a curse.
(Just to save my ass from any trouble, I've studied in two different high schools so don't accuse me of slandering any specific party here :] )

Back then, when I was still studying there, they humiliated a couple of students who had left the school. &Now, I happened to be the one who is being dumped on. Back then, they told us how much they detested students who defamed the school through their blogs, even mentioned their names during assemblies, &I'm pretty sure they're gonna do that soon, to me.

Look, I don't see if there's anything wrong with me kissing a girl, because that don't make me a lesbian, like how one of the teacher claimed I am. I don't think there's anything wrong going to clubs, as long as I don't get drunk &get wasted. I know what I'm doing &I don't need people like you out there making false accusations about me &the things I do.

It hurts.
I have feelings. It's not like, just because I'm outta school, you guys can go around telling the students how shitty I am &what a crummy girl I've turned into. The fact is I still have the compunction in me to tell me if I'm doing something unethical. It's totally fine if the intention of you guys doing that is to ensure that the students don't go astray once they leave school, but by using me as an example? A little overboard, don't you think?

It's MY life. Remember that when you are talking about it.

I guess there are only a couple of things left in Teluk Intan that are worth being reminisced for the rest of my life. Firstly, the friends whom I've had. It's funny how fast friends come and go, don't you think? I've moved so many times, &trust me, only a few are still here with me. &I'm really glad, because I've been together with them for more than a decade now &we still hang out occasionally. It's really a rare occurance. Eleanor, Mayoori &Gan, you guys rocks :)

I've earned myself a lot of new friends in Teluk Intan. Good or bad, straight or otherwise, it doesn't matter. They're all humans, &I am no one to judge them. Just gonna thank God for what I've had! Speaking of them, I am only keeping in touch with a couple of them. Perhaps the others think that I've turned into a snobbish bitch &chose to not be friends with me anymore, idk. As I've said, friends come &go, before you can even realize it.

I am never with one clique, because for me, drama happens, &in case you're not in good terms with this gang, you go to gang B. Ahhhh well, that's high school for you. I tend to do different things when I am with different cliques. The ones whom I was with most of the time were Trishalla, Krishanti &Deepa. Used to have another two, but one had moved, and the other turned her back on us. They are still keeping constant contact with one another, but not me, sadly, because I could see for myself how much they don't like me now from the farewell party that I've had. Despite that, they are awesome people. You're lucky if you have them as your friends. They are the type of people that your parents are hoping that you're mingling with in school. Good influence, in short. I really miss all those moments I've spent with them in school. The silent laughters in the discussion room, the whackings that I've gave them, the fights that we had, the hestitation on whether I should apologize first when something went wrong, all the jokes we've made.

It brings tears to my eyes whenever I think of all these because I know there will not be another time that we can ever do those things again. If only one have the power to turn back time...

&Then there was Cassandra, Latun &Pay Ling. I really like Pay Ling, too bad I've only got to know her towards the end of Form 5. Cass &Latun, on the other hand, are still great friends of mine. Love them &don't ever wanna lose them. All those dramas in the past, I'll try to forget them :) Latun, you're like my soul mate. Would have married you if you're a man. You were always there for me in Form 5! Especially the last few months of school when we went totally maniacal trying to finish up the school magazine. Memories! If only we can keep them forever.

&Then I have Kat, Aaron, Ben, Alex &Ching Ee. The cooler ones. Those times I had socializing with them were some of the best moments I've had in TI. They're the type of people that I can really mix with, but I guess all good things have to come to an end. I don't even get a chance to meet any one of them anymore.

There was once when getting an all-girl, chinese clique became so popular that I couldn't resist but to have one myself. That was when I got closer to Siew Lay, Win Vin &Lok Yee. &You can picture the amount of dramas that will take place if it's gonna be such a group. Trust me, I've had it. &I never want to be in such group again. But they were awesome, only if you're close to them. They're like one of those pretty girls you see in Teluk Intan. Proud to be friends with them :)

The juniors, they were wonderful. Harvin, Kamilia, Sharon, Vaishini.. Who else have I left out? At least I know that Kamilia still loves me, &I love her very dearly too, that cutie. :)

I am currently looking through the pictures now, most of them are with Trish, Krish &Deepa. One day, I will post them up in my blog. I don't care how much they hate me, it is the memories that we've had &shared.

Relationships (families, friendships, lovers) are something that can bring so much joy and heartache to a person. My theory is, treasure them before they end. The bonds you've created with those special people in your life, they are priceless.

Besides friends, the other things in TI that I am gonna think of when I grow old are my ex-lovers (how can I not?!), Kimmy &Snoopy, my two dearest rottweilers that my dad had given to his friends, Jingle, my labrador retriever, who had grew up with me, ever since Johor, who had peacefully died of old age with my dad by her side, all the hamsters that I've had, the famous chee chong fan (lolol), the trip to Teluk Batik (a night I'll never forget), the kiss you gave me there...

Also, McD, a place where I've spent A LOT of my time &money in.

And all the cute cats &dogs in TI which I never fail to stroke whenever I see one.

Teluk Intan is great, but personally, I hate it. Thanks to certain people.

This post, is FREAKING long. I don't know what the hell went wrong with me. Anyway, people, learn to respect others. If you think that just because you're elderly, you deserve all the respect &don't respect others in return, you're so wrong. You aren't that great, now that we're living in the 21st century. :)

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